Wow...I haven't been on here in forever. I've been so bust with shit in my real life. I actually forgot about this place. Well I guess i should explain huh? Well where should I start...oh now I know!

First and most foremost, i lost a great friendship with my best friend. As of you know, I lost my father last December. Well I apparently changed and, to make a VERY long story short, she couldn't handle that so she just screwed me over and never spoke to me again. But that didn't stop her and her two little minions to bag on me however. Now, over half of the teenage population in my town hates me. And I have now very few number of friends. They dropped like flies really.

Anyway then what happened hmmmmm....I made peace with the kids on my street and well I became addicted to drugs and alcohol. I don't really know if that's good to say, but I did. I'm....relatively sober now. I still like to drink from the bottle when I get depressed, but I'm getting better. I think...

I'm....changing. Everyday. I don't know it's its good or not...but I just am.